Raised in a Christian environment and now long past it, Kev finds himself asking: what do you do with the parts of faith that once felt real? Dreams, instincts, strange timings — do you discard them as delusions, or try to make sense of them in a new light?
This episode explores the question, “Is there a God we can all agree on?” Not to find a consensus, but to see if it’s even possible. Kev unpacks the baggage behind the word “God”, the wildly different ways it’s interpreted across cultures, and whether something more universal might still be hidden behind it.
He shares his personal journey, drawing on the writings of Rob Bell, Alan Watts, and physicist Tom Campbell to sketch a different concept of God — not as a figure in the sky, but as consciousness itself. A vast system of awareness, learning and evolving through us, through our choices.
Along the way: entropy, love and fear as operating modes, the idea that reality might just be a grand experiment in growth.
No answers, just questions worth sitting with.
Key themes:
What we mean when we say “God”
Why language gets in the way
Consciousness as the source of reality
Tom Campbell’s Big TOE (Theory of Everything)
Dreams and “prophetic” experiences after deconstruction
Fear and love as evolutionary choices
The idea that we are not separate from God, but part of it
Questions to think about:
When have you had an experience that felt like “more than just coincidence”?
Have you ever had a dream that felt meaningful or significant? What do you think it was trying to show you?
What’s one small choice you’ve made recently that brought more love or connection into your world?
Have you ever “just known” something without knowing how? How did it feel?
If consciousness really does come first, how would that change the way you see your life?
Do you think your thoughts can shape your reality? Why or why not?
What’s the difference between fear-based choices and love-based choices in your own life?
What do you think free will actually is? Do you feel you use it consciously?
If you are part of a larger system evolving through experience, what does that say about your role in the world?
Can you think of a moment where pain or failure helped you grow in a way that felt meaningful?
Do you believe everything is random, or is there some kind of intelligent order behind reality?
What would it mean to live as if God wasn’t separate from you—but included you?
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